The Ceremony

It's hard to keep a straight face sometimes during these serious situations. I'm not quite sure why it's so hard, maybe because the Serena thinks she is being discrete while she is crying when it's obvious to everyone that she is. She thinks she comes off so strong but really we all know shes breaking down. Later on after The Commander was done f***ing me, as he nodded and walked out his demeanor was some way amusing to me. He looked at us as if we were his dying mother, and to me this was over dramatic and amusing. It helps to sometimes have amusing thoughts in my head to get me through, but then I remember who I am, and where I am... and that is not amusing.